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This one is playing all day long on my radio:

Madness by Muse

And a nice one on the way to looking for new tunes on Youtube:

Hall of fame by The script/Will.I.am

4 DaYs OFf!

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It feels good to stay home and spend all my time geeking. That is all I ask for when I have vacation! Geek attitude :)!

NiCe SongS!

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Tightrope by Janelle Monae: quite refreshing and elegant! I wish I could dance like them!

We are young by Fun and Monae: Sounds different than the common shit on the radio.

I was wondering why I am in perpetual conflict with my parents. It is because they are in perpetual conflict with themselves.

Their continuous bickering and fighting that goes up in a crescendo every 3 weeks is very stressful on my nerves. For them, it is normal, their mind and body have adapted to this continuous stress they imposed upon themselves and it seems to everyone that they need it for their mental balance.

To me, it is a mental nerve break. They do not understand why I am so angry against them when they interact with me. It is my subconscious that just react to the fact that I am tired mentally.

Every time, I have my sister on the phone, I just asked her: Why cant they just be happy? It might be too late for them to change and the only solution for me is to leave if I want to have this silence. I do not want to take any quick decision, I might regret later, since, in few months, I will be able to get a loan with my brother to buy a house. With or without him, I will buy something: a small F1 (2-rooms) if I am on my own.

I do not want to sign a contract that will bind me to my parents knowing in advance I will endure this perpetual fight. As a couple for them, it is normal, but for me it seems unfair that I have to be part of that too.

Maybe a house that has separate areas that would allow us not to interact everyday and submit others to our own stress.

Time flies!

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So quickly. Sadly I did not change.

LiFe GoEs on!

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Nothing to mention really. I am a bit busy at work since I manage the transition to a new system but things are just going along without no much drama but the ones I have in my own head.

Mist of Pandaria, the World of Warcraft latest update is out and I am also busy with finishing my first level 90. It takes some time and I am a bit tired at home to stay up late to finish my priest.

I am driving a bit better now and I think I got over this fear. It remains a bit scary though. I have driven more than 7000 km now after 3 months.

We’ve lost internet connection last week and a technician is going to check the material at our place today. I think it is a waste of time. Anyways my brother and myself are on 3G connection during this time so it is not too bad.

in 2 WeeKs time!

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And it will be 3 months. So far so Good!

The economy is still gloomy but who cares now? Not I! My next goal is to get 12-month regular paycheck and use this permanent contract to buy a house. Yea Yea Yea!

I needed a goal in my life…there it is!

ProMetHeus

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Quite good I found: Link

A Mix of Alien with existential questions regarding  our origins and our own mistakes.

I published my very first scientific journal. I am very happy with the result even though I am only half responsible (… maybe a bit more than half). Now I have to do the next one but also the one for January and February since they belong to a new system. I think I will be less stressed and overwhelmed as soon as the old system disappear and I control perfectly the new system.

This is gonna be a big step to take care off and I will be on my own to do so.

I could feel it on the roads to work this morning. People are back from vacation! The roads remain fluid but it is definitively more dense this Monday morning. On the good side, all the tricky and dangerous turns and roundabouts are much easier since everyone is slowing down. I just hope we won’t have any accident like on the highways that would create a bottleneck. I am indeed driving to work on the national roads which are supposed to be slower but less crowded.

Breath of Life from Florence and the Machine (very Enya like)

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