Pierre

Oct

12

A PerPetual ConFlict!

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I was wondering why I am in perpetual conflict with my parents. It is because they are in perpetual conflict with themselves.

Their continuous bickering and fighting that goes up in a crescendo every 3 weeks is very stressful on my nerves. For them, it is normal, their mind and body have adapted to this continuous stress they imposed upon themselves and it seems to everyone that they need it for their mental balance.

To me, it is a mental nerve break. They do not understand why I am so angry against them when they interact with me. It is my subconscious that just react to the fact that I am tired mentally.

Every time, I have my sister on the phone, I just asked her: Why cant they just be happy? It might be too late for them to change and the only solution for me is to leave if I want to have this silence. I do not want to take any quick decision, I might regret later, since, in few months, I will be able to get a loan with my brother to buy a house. With or without him, I will buy something: a small F1 (2-rooms) if I am on my own.

I do not want to sign a contract that will bind me to my parents knowing in advance I will endure this perpetual fight. As a couple for them, it is normal, but for me it seems unfair that I have to be part of that too.

Maybe a house that has separate areas that would allow us not to interact everyday and submit others to our own stress.

Comments

2 Responses to “A PerPetual ConFlict!”

  1. Anne TC on October 12th, 2012 1:25 pm

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  2. admin on October 12th, 2012 3:46 pm

    lol si seulement c’etait si simple, c’est plus complexe que cela.

    Entre regler mes comptes du passé avec maman, et une hysterie concernant la maladie de papa. mes réactions sont illogiques et incompréhensibles.

    De toute façcon je ne peux rien faire, qui sait avec une distance je prendrais plus de recule pour voir si cela vaut le coup d’acheter avec minh une maison. Si c’est un apart je le ferai seul ce sera plus simple.

    Ils ne comprendront jamais pourquoi leur petites bagarres me fait chier, minh trouve tout cela naturel …!!!

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