This is indeed my situation right now. It is rather uncomfortable since I do not know what I will be doing in the next months. So many crazy ideas, fears and hopes come each day. After the interview I was much more relaxed. I guess this is part of the learning process. You go out, fight, recover and you keep on doing it until you find what you want. Nothing new and everyone has to do it. Some of us handle it it better than others. I am having dreams about the most important events in my life: The day I left my parents place with Lolita, The landing at Chicago Airport, The scary jump… I guess it is the result of the current stress level.

My finis underwater mp3player is giving its last breath. I ordered a new one on ebay. It took me forever to figure out the glitch on the ebay site. It would not let me enter my new phone number and it kept on rejecting anything that is not a normal Dublin local phone ( 1 + 7 numbers).
Finally I made a quick estimation about my living standard and the money. So far nothing has changed since the cash still flows in from my previous job in Australia which does make things so much easier.
I could probably live like this for the next 3 years without much problem. Maybe even 4 if I am being careful. Of course I do not want to waste all that cash and I rather invest it into buying an apartment. We shall see!

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