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17
The Perpetual Struggle!
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10 years ago, after passing the french national selection math/phys/chem exam, I thought back then that my life will soon be stable and take a normal course. 10 years after I find myself still struggling to find my place in the real world. When will this perpetual struggle end? I kept on telling myself as an excuse that this must be the normal course of my life but I have friends and it seems that their life has taken a more stable course. I mean my life isn’t bad, I have traveled around the world, I have a decent life standard, I could save a bit of money aside for a potential investment and I do not have any debt. But it seems very unstable to me because I am still looking for a permanent position.
Anyways such is my life! Nils will be back in 3 days. The apartment has become quite boring with me alone in there. Thanks to the holidays and the cruise, time flew very quickly and I did not have time to get depressed. But as normal life resumed, my depressive mood came back. DAMN IT!