After a small herpes and a cold caught yesterday, I am recovering from a hectic week. I should admit big cities are scary to me. I do not like them much. New York had the same effect on my mental health. I just cannot seem to have a grip on reality. So many people and I am just one face among many. That is why I hate most big cities and their city centers, it is impossible to see a face and recognize it again next time. The feeling of loneliness is overwhelming and of course the fear also. Will I be able to survive and find a job in this jungle? This is the question I am asking myself. So many people would do anything for a job position. Nothing I can do now, just one step at the time and let see what will happen.

The internet is very good. Maybe not as fast as my internet connection in Dublin but it remains good all the time not like in Dublin in the evening where it was barely faster than 2 Mb. So I am quite happy. It went down one more time but I could figure out how to fix it. I, intuitively, could solve many problems related to internet: ipconfig /release and /renew fixed it all. It seems that the dorms have a recurrent IP conflict… probably bad dhcp setup.

Finally the weather seems much better. It does not rain as much as in Dublin. Lots of shiny days even though it is getting colder.

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