May
23
8 weeks in Ireland!
Filed Under Daily
Everything is as normal now. I stopped for two weeks my job applications, I did two school applications. It was a bit tedious to put all paperworks together but it is finished now. It requires so much motivation to do these things. They seem easy but they are not all! Coura and Aurore helped me for the reference letters. All I needed was people who knew me in order complete the online application requirements. There are a lot of jobs in Ireland in fact but they are all IT related. I have declined two opportunities because I had the impression they are dead-end paths again. I would like to start something that has a potential. I do not want “fit-in” jobs that will never go higher than 40k a year and that is only due to your length of stay in the company.
It is very hard for me to go to other directions unless I take a course which is what I intend to do. I do not want to sit and wait. I will do whatever it takes to correct my current path as fast as possible. If things turn out well, I might be able to start a course in September. I will have to move away from Ireland. What a shame, the pool is fantastic!
The new finis mp3player has come. My new pants are really nice and fit me well after alteration. Rallez had a nice guest this week, the guy came to look for a place to open a business in Ireland. I am happy someone is doing what I do: move away and look around to see how things are elsewhere. It is strange because with these people, I do not have to explain anything about what I am doing. It is like we understand each other. Most people I know do not understand. The boundaries we set for ourselves in our mind are greater than any other boundaries.
I do not have a job yet but I am feeling so much better mentally speaking than ever before. I am looking for something and I know it will take time before I get what I want but I am finally doing it. Finally, I am trying to change and this is a relief. For so long I had the impression I was in a prison and I will never find an exit!